Ellie Nash (outcast_ellie) wrote,
Ellie Nash

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You know son, I'm going home soon

Today completely sucked. I had to work without Jay again because Jim's retarded and gave us different shifts. I called Jay to give me a ride home after work and while I was waiting for him I ran into Alex. We got to talking, and then Jay showed up and things got really awkward. Alex eventually just walked away, and Jay and I left.

So I got home and attempted to do some homework but I couldn't concentrate. My grades have drastically dropped throughout the year, mostly because I just don't give a crap anymore. I have an A in Spanish but that's just because the teacher's afraid of failing me and Jay and getting us again next year (not that I'm complaining or anything).

Anyway, I gave up on the homework and went downstairs, where my mom proceeded to yell at me for god knows what. We got into a huge argument and she threatened to make me quit my job at Smoothies 5 U. I got pissed off, put my profane vocabulary skills to good use, and took off.

I ended up at (where else?) Sean's place. I walked in and he saw that I was upset, so we sat down on the couch and I told him what had happened. Then he started trying to kiss me, which I so obviously wasn't in the mood for. I pulled away, and when he finally got it through his head that I didn't want to make out he got really annoyed and suddenly had to go work on a project or something. Seems like lately he only cares about the physical aspect of our relationship, and every time I need him to be there for me he's either too busy or he's getting himself fucking drunk.

So I left even angrier than I'd been when I got there. I just drove around for awhile not really going anywhere, then went home to find my mom passed out on the couch with a bottle of vodka. Huge surprise there. Ugh, this is killing me.


P.S. How do they preserve your kidneys for transfusion if you die suddenly?
P.P.S. I'm pregnant with Jay's baby.
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